What??

I have absolutely no
idea what I'm feeling !! i don't want to be around anyone but i need to be cared
and loved, or rather want!!
So near yet so far ...i keep them,
Family n
Friends, i don't yet need them,
I'm good at so much yet, suck at all!!
GOD
help me what the fu*k am i here for?

I MISS YOU

I miss you, that's how long i haven't seen, but i know i can never meet you, that's how bad I've been, i just hope that, i can learn from this and be a better son, to treat the ones who are with me, the way i should have done!!

I know you're never coming back, but in my hopes and dreams i pray, that you visit me and show me the right and truthful way!!

With each passing day i wonder, what the next has in store, for at the moment i feel like a filthy unpaid whore!!